Manifesto

I want to love who I am.
I want to love who God is.
I want to always be finding, but never have found either one.
I want to live without permission.
I want to live without validation.
I want to exist without pretense.
I want to live a life that is free of cliches, but will only be describeable by cliche.
I want to tear apart the little boxes that I put myself, my relationships, and my God in.
I want to tear apart the little boxes that you put me, my relationships, and my God in.
I want to experience everything and everywhere I am.
I want to live now.
I want to live outside of an agenda.
I want to go past the shallow and tap into reality.
I want to break out of being who I am supposed to be.
I want to break out of being who I think I am supposed to be.
I want to be someone I don't resent.
I want to embrace my failure the way I embrace my success.
I want to base my life on something different, broader, and beyond you, so that just maybe someday I will be worthy of you.
I want to be more than you can love, accept, and control because I can't love, accept, control all of who you are.
I want to embrace your success the way I embrace your failure.
I don't want to explain this post. If you get it, great. Have a cookie. If you don't, I'm sorry.